i wish it was still yesterday. i really miss yesterday.time flies when ur with ones u love. its like having so many things to do with so little time, bt always ended up doing nothing anyway.though doing nothing, still feels like done everything. that is how i feel like when i'm with him. always scared of time but the moment i saw him, it doesn't really matter anymore. this whole thing doesn't really make sense, does it?
it's like having 2 different choices but with the same consequences. if i don't see him, i'll miss him. but if i see him, i'll miss him too. i don't know what is it that he does that made me go insane sometimes. i just know that when i'm with him, i feel all secure and its very (VERY) comforting, and i really love that.
it's too comforting that sometimes i become so scared. to my thoughts, what if one day he got bored of me and just left? what if one day he got tired of putting up with me and stood me up? what if one day he just got tired of making efforts and nothing seems to interest him? what if one day there's somebody else, who is so much better than me? what if by the time all of this happen, i am so connected to him & not able to let go? what if i don't wanna let go?
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